| Friday, February 17th, 2006 |
| 10:49 pm |
goooooooooood... iv so ignored my journal.. i should get an award for the worst journal writer ever!! any way.. today's been a sucky day.. one of my classmates committed suicide.. i can never understand how a person can be soooooo depressed that they can actually go through with talking their own life.. but i guess i'll never know cause iv never let myself get that far.. its sad for her .. but worse for the one's she leaves behind,, anyway wherever she is may her soul rest in peace.. Current Mood:  confused |
| Wednesday, February 8th, 2006 |
| 10:58 pm |
im gonna to singapore.................. but doesnt feel like it.. may be its a good thing.. i wont expect too much.. like bangkok.. so hopefully it wont suck like that trip.. jan take care of osh.. happy muharam everybody.. hahha suckers!! im off!! heheheh aaahahhaha Current Mood:  crazy |
| Wednesday, February 1st, 2006 |
| 10:06 pm |
im writing this cause jan's belting me for not writing it.. heheh i wanna go for the bryan adams concert.. i hope dad says yes.. and if i do get perm i hope mr adams turns up on time.. ya thats it.. i gotta muster up some courage to ask now.. so bye Current Mood:  anxious |
| Tuesday, January 24th, 2006 |
| 6:01 pm |
hehehahaha in your face janani sridar!!! hindi project is postponed to like eternity!!! muhuahaha.. oh god y are some ppl soooo cheap and how can they stoop soooo low that they can manipulate their way into a situation where they take the place of a friend.. and not even feel a tad bit guilty about it.. and then they bloody have the damn balls to say that i wish we lose.. then y did she get her friend kicked out in the first place if she wanted to lose and come back.. aaaahhh.. just when i think ppl can change and become better and u start trusting them again they stac u in the back and pull some shit like this.. i guess once a bitch always a bitch!! and iv had a lot of such ppl in my life to prove it.. god i miss skool.. where have all the good friends gone.. why do we ever have to grow up and become so bitchy ... i wish we could all freeze in the 10th standard mode!! that would be an awesome world@!!! Current Mood:  aggravated |
| Thursday, January 19th, 2006 |
| 11:19 pm |
aaaaaa vandy's bday is next week.. and we have nothing.. absolutely nothing planned.. sux!! and jan and me just made a cool plan.. and mom poured water all over it.. sux.. im sooo irritated that my life is so suffocating.. i cant go for sleep overs nor can i have one.. and y is that.. cause my dad's a pain.. aaaaaaaaaa sorry jan.. in cae u read this before i break the bad news to u.. we'v gotta come up with something better.. but i dono what.. shit.. why is this so hard.. im goog at stuff like this,,. but the big prob is.. whatever plans are coming to my head invovle big money being spent.. is there no cheap way of throwing a surpise party... think think think.. help somebody!! Current Mood: confused |
| Sunday, January 15th, 2006 |
| 2:32 pm |
sux .. hindi sux... i hate my teacher.. she's a jobless old hag.. who is extremely frustrated about her husband leaving her.. which i dont blame him for.. cause if she behaves the same at homw the way she behaves in class.. poor chap!!! that god forsaken project is just blah.. how the hell can non hindi speaker translate u.b groups life history into hindi.. damn her!! im so glad this is the last year i have to see her face.. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i cant do it.. i cant i cant i cant.. i just cant!!! so screw it.. i'll get a zero.. Current Mood:  crappy |
| Monday, January 9th, 2006 |
| 10:14 pm |
today i fiiiiiinaly gave all of them the stuff i got from bangkok.. i really hope they all liked it.. sometimes i feel may be i shouldnt give sonia anything at all.. but then i feel super bad when i make up my mind not too.. but now i realised its only a few of us who think sooooo much about others feelings.. nobody fucking cares about ours.. she hates my gutts.. and of late she's being very obvious about it.. she mopes around all day and acts cranky all the bloody time.. if she hates us so much y the hell does she hang out with us is my question.. why be a hypocrate about it.. fine i totally respect that she doesnt like her.. its her opinion.. every one has one.. she has the right not to like us.. but she does not have the right to make use of us when she wants to and bitch about us other wise.. aaaa screw it.. y am i messing my brains for her.. i have enough problems at home.. with a damn father who doesnt trust me no matter what i do.. goes to astrologers to find some fault with me... the newest thing being that i'll fall in love with a creep before im 23 so jail her!!!! fuck that astrologer.. like my life wasnt hell enough that i need pricks like them makeing it worse.. god.. why do i complain so much.. i definaltely have more than what most ppl have.. since when did i become so selfish.. may be ever since my dad started making it obvious that he hates me.. always knew shruti was his pet.. but had no idea he hates me.. i wish i had the gutts to tell him how i feel.. but i know he'll kill me.. so its just in this journal for every one else to see.. Current Mood: angry |
| Friday, January 6th, 2006 |
| 10:35 pm |
been four days since i got back from bangkok... feel like going back,, god its sooooo weird.. the day i landed there i started to miss home and now that im here ..i hate coll soooooo much that i wanna leave.. we have such depressing classes and teachers.. and subjects!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhh i haaaate mounts.. noone ever come to it.. and now the grand culah is going on.. damn it@!!! after this all the god forsaken classes will start and we'll have regular classes again.. nooooooooooooooo mummy!!! Current Mood: cranky |
| Tuesday, December 27th, 2005 |
| 12:55 pm |
lalalal im going to bangkok.. lalalla.. im so happy.. laalala im gonna shop till i damn drop!!! hahhaa... finnaly!!! after a long long long time a holiday plan is actually coming through.. hehahahah immmm sooo excited.. i just hope the holiday is as cool as i imagine it to be.. not in a mood to be irritated by spoil sports!!! yesterday was my birthday treat with pri.. and as always pri couldnt control herself and had didnt bring rotti.. so its was just kori and roti... luckily i went and picked up some ice cream.. and the cook actually made like a hundered roti's otherwise it would hav been bloody embarassing.. gawd i was soooooooooo pissed off with her.. cause when i asked her she didnt tell me anything about it.. aaaaaaa she can really push the envelope sometimes!! but i guess it went ok... god bless my cook!! and my mother!!! cant even think as to what would have happened if we had the treat in priyanka's place.. if she had goofed up like this her mom would be screaming and aaaaaa cant even imagine.. and then to add to it.. she has the balls to tell me why i didnt tell her there was no dessert.. she would hav brought jamoons!!! my ass!! she didnt bring what she was told to .. who the hell wants jamoons!! huffffffff.. k i got it out.. i had too.. i love pri.. she's a really nice person.. but she's gotta get a little responsible.. coming late always and goofing up seems to have become a daily habit.. anyway its done now.. hope she wont pull this again.. Current Mood:  chipper |
| Sunday, December 25th, 2005 |
| 10:31 pm |
went to ahalya's grand ma's house today.. i hope our visits dnt upset her.. cause i dnt want her to start thinking abt them again after we leave.. cause they seem to have moved on a bit.. dnt wanna bring back old memories... tomo's our treat!!! yea~~~ so excited.. lalaalala Current Mood:  bouncy |
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